Something unexpected~

One of the customers actually approached me today. I won’t say her name, though, because the host club’s ears are everywhere.

Yes, I say the host club because it is involved in her dilemma. She told me she kinda let off hints that she had real feelings for a certain member (again, name is withheld to protect privacy). She did approach that host at one time and warned him about it. And after that, everything was okay.

But then a friend of hers came and refreshed the topic to the guy in question. Ah, refreshed is too soft a word. Blurted, spilled, totally exposed what my friend had tried so hard to suppress. And that girl even told her what she did. My friend is so hurt about this that she had retreated to silence. And miracle of miracles, she decided to tell me about it, since to her, I’ve had this experience before with Fujioka. @_@

But although she was hurt, this hurt was not of her friend’s actions. Rather, the hurt sprung from the truth to which she finally set her eyes on. The truth that nothing could ever result from such a relationship with *bleep*, if such a thing were even within possibility’s grasp.

I guess she’s got a point, though. Having met the guy and knowing him personally as the sort of person who’s too devoted to his, shall we say, personal interests, he won’t have time to spend for her.

She’s here again, journal. Ja ne~ 

~ by Kasanoda Ritsu on May 10, 2007.