Leave me to mine

My friend came again, journal. This time, she spoke words that rang a bell in my own heart:

“…Why do I keep hoping that something will come out of it? No, there’s nothing that will ever come out of our relationship! We’re too far apart, and we’re too different from each other… Why do I torture myself so? Why do I still want to see him, talk to him, laugh with him? There’s not a shred of hope that it will even be possible. It’s a one-sided, unrequitted kind of love, the kind where it only breaks your heart to keep on watching him go farther away from you.. “

I’ll leave you to your thoughts, journal. Please leave me to mine.

~ by Kasanoda Ritsu on May 13, 2007.